i hate the heat when it makes people's minds fry and they are the stupidest they have been in months. and i hate it when you feel so alone that you long for times with people in the past when you there's better ones right by your side.

times like these make no sense.

my life rocks, y'all. school rocks my body and so does volleyball and so does having my friends in my classes and my lunch.

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i hate it when people try to own the music they listen to. like they get mad when someone outside their label listens to it. 'they will never understand the lyrics they are belting out' and 'i can't believe mtv has this band on them.' heaven forbid they are coming out from the unknown and into the public eye. open up your fucking eyes; maybe other ( Read more... )

i had a girls night out last night. i have not had one of those in a loooong time. it was so great. me, nicole, liz, ginny, hannah, sandra, britney and alison went to a drive in movie to see pirates of the carribean. nicole took her big ass suburban and half of us ducked in the back so that we wouldn't have to pay to get in. pirates of the ( Read more... )

i am back homies and homitas. i haven't written in here for awhile. i was in vegaaaaas up until tuesday. that place is crazy, but i love the bustle of city tourists. i think i would do well in new york. i hate small towns like the one i live in. i love the variety of people and all the traffic in vegas. that sounds weird but i was so hyper there. i ( Read more... )

And we just lay awake in lust and rust in the rain
And pour over everything we say we trust
It happened again, I listened in thru hallways and thin doors
Where the rivers unwind, rust and in the rain endure.

first kiss from bobby tonite. he came home from his texas tourney and didn't say a word and just kissed me.
i. love. this. kid.

life is good when you have the best friend in the world and he is willing to drop everything at once to help you. life is good when he and your crush come home from winning their baseball tourney and have a party at his house. life is good when both the aforementioned come and give you hugs and tell you they've missed you (even if one is just ( Read more... )

yeah well i suck. we lost the division chip but that is okay, we played good. we only lost by one. last night i went to a party at ali's with all of the softball girls. the usuals were there, too, and some unusual ones as well. the team spent the night there, and let me say there has never been more oreos, chips ahoy, doritos, fritos, cheetos(the ( Read more... )

never mind the signs
just go wherever your feet take you
with your chipped pink toe nail polish
and your heart beating wildly
ferociously
never mind the words!
or the looks on their faces
when they see forever etched in moonlight
glowing upon your's.
just keep running honey, and
never mind the signs.