omg. i cant even remember the lass time i was on LJ.. ive been neglecting it !! lol.. k so my life is extra blehh. school started back & its not as bad as i thouqht it would be.. i have..
1. physics 1 honors
2. english 3 AP
3. business systems & tech
4. sociology

so can u just iMAGiNE what my homework is like?! lol .. ya man.. but i really like my ( Read more... )

well.. i dont even know where to start.. lifes been way too confusin and miserable. nothing is really goin my way. i mean it seem like every journal i write is depressing and sad.. but i guess thats my life.. 365 days of depression highlighted with few treasured moments. i literally hate the world.. but my friend told me before.. " u hate the world ( Read more... )

WELL WELL.. THiSZ WEEK WAS QUiTE iNTERESTiN BUT NOT iN A GO0D WAY. iT HAS TO BE THE 2ND WORST WEEK OF THE YEAR. iT WAS JUS BLEHH. NOTHiNG WENT RiGHT. 1ST-- THE BOYFRiEND SiTUATiON HASNT G0TTEN BETTER & HE iS STiLL BEiNG AN UNCARiNG ASSHOLE. & WHEN HE ACTS STUPiD iT JUST MAKES ME CARE LESS & THEN HE GETS MAD CUZ i DONT CARE. iF HE WASNT BEiNG A DiCK ( Read more... )

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THiS THiNG SWEARS iM A LESBiAN! LOL

THiSZ WEEKEND WAS STR8. WENT TO MiAMi WiTH THE FREDSZ & LiNDSZ..WENT SHOPPiNG..DiDNT BUY ANYTHiNG BUT STOLE A RiNG & A BESTFRiEND RiNG FOR ME & LiNDSZ. THEN WE WENT TO HO0TERSZ & iM GONNA W0RK THERE! YESS! i CANT WAiT LOL..THEN i WENT TO LiNDSZ G0DFATHERS 50TH BDAY PARTY .. iT WAS STR8..BUT THE BEGiNNiNG WAS XTREMELY BORiNG..WE TO0K SOME FUNNY ASZ ( Read more... )

HEY GUYSZ! WHAS GO0D?!

i FEEL LiKE SHiT CUZ YESTERDAY i GOT A RiDE HOME FR0M THiS BOY & i ALMOST CHEATED ON MY BF. H0W HORRiBLE iS THAT?! BUT i DiDNT! i FOUGHT TEMPTATiON BCUZ i LOVE MY BOYFRiEND DESPERATELY. HE'S THE ONLY 0NE i WANT. BUT i HAVENT SEEN HiM iN LiKE 3 WEEKSZ BCUZ HE LiVES iN WESTPALM & HE'S BEEN BUSY WiTH SCHOOL. & i GUESS I WAS JUS ( Read more... )

HAPPY BiRTHDAY LiNDSZ!!!! LiNDSZ is 16 today! tell her happy birthday! love you lindsz!!

ok so life hasnt been rainbowsz and butterflies..but it hasnt been like a funeral either. i guess its kinda been in the middle. im back with the ex-boyfriend & i dont regret it so be happy for me! lol but im kinda madd with him cuz he dont lissen wen i tell him ( Read more... )

jusz some stuff i wrote over the past week or so:

i dont want them to see

i dont want them to see how you've hurt me.

i dont want them to think they know what is right for me.

noone knows but you and me.

only we know what we share.

they have no idea.

they think they know what goes on between us

they think they can predict a heartbreak.

they need ( Read more... )

it hasnt really been my time lately.nothing is going right.too much stuff.life became soo confuzing soo quickly.its chaotic.basically i feel like shit..attitude-exboyfriend-love-pain-stress-drugs..life of a truly misfortunate young lady.i cant really tell how i feel.ex

cept for these poems i wrote.

[ the one i love but cant be with ]

im ( Read more... )