Au revoir.

[scar_the_bullet]

I feel this thing is no longer doing anything for me, so I think I'm just about done with it. It's certainly been useful, to a degree, but it's starting to lose its effect. I can't seem to vent at all. No amount of writing, smoking, or smacking my head against the wall is going to make me feel better. I'll just have to deal with it.

I don't feel

Comments

[succubi_siren]

you can't stop using lj just as I start to use it again....
but anyway...I too have been thinking about Beth a lot lately.
I have a stuffed cow that she gave me for either my birthday or christmas one year, and so whenever I miss her a lot, I snuggle with that..maybe you'd be put at ease a little in you slept with one of her letters under your pillow? maybe one of mine too..ya know..to give you strength...no, I entirely made that last part up...it was a joke...

[scar_the_bullet]

Thinking of Beth makes me think of you, eventually and, I think, inevitably.

And I would try that with the letters, but I'm a very active sleeper. I'd only end up destroying them.

[succubi_siren]

yeah, I toss and turn alot, so I feel ya

last night, I was listening to my ipod on shuffle, and it came to the song rock show my blink 182 which was like me and beth's official song, it made me cry

[ralphkns]

I second her comment. About stopping lj just as I star using it again. D: