i'm depressed about moving to richmond after spending my whole summer in clubs up in d.c ( Read more... )

this morning i went to spanish mass at st. matthews in dc and since peru's independence day is on sunday i ended up back at the peruvian embassy drinking pisco sours, eating strawberries and listening to some guy play the guitar.

when i'm hungry i just watch the food network instead of actually eating

i'm having a metaphysical crisis
i feel like i just ran really far in one direction, metaphysically, and i fucked up it was the wrong way and i'm frustrasted because i don't know where i am or who i am or what i did or what.
and fuck. i feel like i need a break. i'm really upset i'm so fucking tired of doing things for you.

i guess this is an update ( Read more... )

i woke up at four this morning and threw up a whole bunch. first i thought i was about to have a heart attack or that i was pregnant, which would have given me a heart attack anyway ( Read more... )

FUCK.

I AM SO TIRED.

damn yo ( Read more... )

my new years resolution is to lose 20 pounds by swimsuit season

jk.

i'm not going to say i like the cold but at least its natural. its not supposed to be seventy degrees in virginia in november. if i wanted to live somewhere warm (which i do) i'd move back to california ( Read more... )