peter: "you smile like jack nicholson after you make fun of me."

my host sisters and i went to a party last night, came home around 3 in the morning and ate leftovers while sitting on kitchen floor. good times. gonna miss that.

sleep.....

You can speak your mind, but not on my time.

no i dont respect your opinion peter, because it is founded on uneducated liberal media brain washing, and no im not saying im not effected by the media, but i dont regurgitate everything they've ever fed to me. oh and, and believe and athiest when they tell you this: JESUS WAS A REAL PERSON.

fucking ( Read more... )

I'm working at a daycare right now. german kids are weird. They are very klingy, as if they dont get enough hugs at home. and very independent. they do a lot of things on they're own. it's creepy.

i didnt go in yesterday because i felt like throwing up. and since i have a tendency to just throw up, when i feel like, i decided to stay home. and slept ( Read more... )

We meet in mannheim at the trainstation around 4. I sit with nick and smoke cigarettes and discuss life, while we wait for his half-retarded canadian bitch(as he calls her) to show up. And when she's there we both start chain smoking because we want something to occupy ourselves so we won't laugh to much at her. Nathan comes around, and we all go ( Read more... )

There has to be a reason why......... something can't just suddenly be like that. i mean really. a whole nation of people dont just start drinking selzer water in preference to normal water, but whenever you ask one of them, they just because normal water doesnt taste like anything. now, i'll gve this to them, it's true, normal water doesnt taste ( Read more... )

there is a HUGE empty hole inside me. i miss eurotour. if the most annoying person from eurotour showed up right now, i'd be grateful. which is a wierd feeling for me, considering im a soulless bitch. going along with that theme, i seem to make boys cry. boys i actually enjoy the company of....... wie gesagt, soulless bitch.

i'm over it.

but not ( Read more... )

"Can I ask you something? Does it seem to you like we're talking less and less every week?"
"Yes, well, that happens when you haven't seen someone in over 7 months."
"Yeah, it just seems like we're growing apart."
He has to know its over. Nobody's that dumb. I'm not going to lie here, I still love him, but it turns out I'm one of those people who ( Read more... )

im sleepy.

my host sister left for vacation today.  thats shitty.

i dont have school tomorrow. thats good.

i feel like haveing a philisophical conversation, but i dont want to type it, or say it over the phone. i want a real conversation. with a real person. that i acutally enjoy being around. not gonna happen.

not for three more months at least.

Yesterday, i had school from 8 in the morning until 4:35 in the afternoon.in english we watched a really weird philiosphical movie, that i'm basically in love with now. thereafter my host mother picked me up and took to the horse barn, where i ride here. the horse thew me.....embaressing. theni went home and ate cake and took a long hot bath, while ( Read more... )

i'm siitting in my biologie class today, looking around at my german friends, thinking......I'm not gonna miss these guys. nope. not one bit. thats sad.

I will miss my host family, though...... I love them. And not just the immediate part of my host family. Don't get me wrong, i love the immediate part, but i also love the extended part of my host ( Read more... )