What made you cry when you looked into my eyes ( Read more... )

Once again I dance, a tune off key ( Read more... )

I slept for maybe like three hours... i woke up and haven't been able to sleep again... somethings been bothering me alot lately... actually several things... i had nightmares last night though... the kind that wake you up and don't let you go back to sleep... i've been laying on the couch for almost 2 hours now trying to go back to sleep... you ( Read more... )

you know the night is quiet... i mean like really quiet... at least for me... i mean its like the air and everything around me is waiting... i'm not sure for what... it just feels like one of those moments is coming... one of those life changing things... but its not sad like its been before... when i close my eyes and breath it in i find myself ( Read more... )

i read a book today while i was at work... 260ish pages... which for me is just amazing... especially in 6 hours... i'm a slow reader... i like to breath in the words... theres no rush for it... but this book... i read with a sick desperation... i ate it up as i read... i cried as i read... i reflected... it meant many things to me... it was like ( Read more... )

so this last weekend at the renfest i saw a midget couple... a lesbian midget couple... they're sneaky little bastards but i almost caught them... if i had i would have had two pet midgets and my plans for world domination would have been on its way... ah well... this weekend was great... lots of hurting myself though... i'm too old to act like i'm ( Read more... )

I had this dreeam last night... it was me spencer and dad... it was the old days... it was the loud days... it was everything i hated about my family... spencer and i got into a fight... it was a bad one... after he said all kinds of stuff he tried to help me... tried to make it up to me and i was acting like a brat... i was like fuck you you hate ( Read more... )

so i quit the job or two... i'm down to one real one and one imaginary one... the imaginary one being cabo... i'm feeling better... even the nasty shit in my chest is almost gone... i'm trying to figure out what i should do... should i go to meat market... should i try to become a lead for the front end... should i just stay where i'm at... should ( Read more... )

i have been sick for about a month now... it gets better... then it gets worse... so on and so forth... been to the dr twice... told me the same thing twice... i can't remember what its like to feel well... i mean seriously... so i'm quiting a job or two... well only one... one i just barely ever work at... getting a raise at the one job i work at ( Read more... )

first i'm going to ramble about today cause its fresh and happening as i type... so i figure its time for me to put in my notice at the cell phone job... i wasn't ready too but everyone else seems to be... things are happening here i don't like and people i like are leaving like crazy... its a shame though cause i really wasn't ready for the money ( Read more... )