my final final is next thursday. i can't wait to bid this term goodbye. my man is coming home on wednesday. thank goodness. i like to think of myself as independent but it's sure nice to have him around. plus i changed my hair color and got pierced while he was away. i'm excited to surprise him. i watched fox news at 10 while i folded ( Read more... )

it's been so long since i've posted anything. i'm very busy. and very happy. i'm taking 5 classes (20 credits) this term. i will graduate next june. i had neffy shaved. she looks like a lion. we were robbed a couple nights ago.. someone came in while we were sleeping. creepy. last night there were gunshots somewhere near. i went outside to ( Read more... )

i got a new tattoo tuesday. it is still VERY tender ( Read more... )

estimated tuition cost for the graduate program that appeals to me at the moment. damn.

i suppose every one is allowed to brag every now and then... and it's my journal so what the hell ( Read more... )

i think it's time for a good cry and starting anew. sunny days make me hopeful.

i'm generally not a worrier but there are exceptions to every rule. i know that at this point it is not logical and that all the grief i am putting myself through will get me nowhere. knowing and feeling are two different things. hopefully relief will come and this knot will leave my stomach. if not, i'm not sure what i'll do. i must channel my ( Read more... )

i have a monster headache. tonight marks night #2 of going to bed before 11pm. life lately makes me so darn tired. i suppose that is to be expected. i only have 2 days of school this week. that makes me happy. i need to read 80+ pages of the most disgustingly dry text before monday. every time i crack the books my eyelids get heavy. that is ( Read more... )

i feel like i'm trapped in my room

today was better. it was freezing but sunny. i listened to good music. i made it to class on time. saw some familiar faces. met some new people. i really like my teachers. my free time is going to be drastically reduced but i'm not too bummed at this point because studying anything but chemistry will feel like a treat.