mondays, with work - school - work, are 14 hour days. today, an 8.5 hour work day, was done on approximately 4 hours of sleep. i'm no mathematician, but i predict tomorrow is going to blow ( Read more... )

i hate that every time i go to my parents' house for dinner my dad asks me if there are any 'boys' in my life. tonight, he asked if i am 'seeing any special men'. that was too much. i'm 19... nowhere near being in danger of becoming an old maid. yes, i have two cats. no, i'm not gay. when i have something worth sharing i will let him know. i ( Read more... )

someone fucking let my white cat out while i was gone. i pulled into the parking lot and saw her under the neighbors car. i had to lay down on the ground and yank her out from under there. now my hand is all scratched and bleeding. i'm fucking pleased, let me tell you. couldn't be happier.

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tuesday. i have an appt to get my first tattoo! holy crap i'm so excited.

presented my project in chemistry. contrary to my fears beforehand, it did not kill me. and the class seemed amused by it. i treated myself and went out afterward. saw saved at the kennedy school. first off i love that place. i definitely want to go back. and second the movie was great. many parts of it were very familiar to my past church ( Read more... )

total time spent in lab/library/at home working on chemistry today = 9.5+ hours. holy lord i have mad scientist hair from pulling at it. today in lab we got out last tests back and i held my breath as she shuffled for mine and looked up at me and said 'good job' good fucking job!! i got a 93!!!!!!!!!!!!! the last test in that class... i got a ( Read more... )

my walls are pea-soup green. and my cat is cute. and chemistry is killing me. that's it. oh and ps some one needs to fix me up on a date when i finish finals. pps belle and sebastian is playing on internet radio: big smile

tonight brought rejection. never thought to calculate the year i graduated high school. fuck the tube. fuck standing alone. resolutions were made. because i can't fucking swim and all this shallow water came too damn close to taking me out. a change is in order and i'm not in it alone.

sonic youth: so good. surprise text message from cute byd guy... mmmm giddy.