i had my first date w/ adam since we got back together tonight. now i can safely say if christianity is correct, then i am going to hell. but at least i will be going to hell with a smile on my face.

xoxo adam xoxo

wow, i wish there was a way to measure how much i learned today into units we could understand. jesus christ i have never worked so hard in my life. and i can tell you all now- tasty bagel is the most FREAKISHLY cleanest place to get food in all of the world. you know why its clean? cuz the owners make tina and i clean whenever there isnt a ( Read more... )

the past few weeks have been so tough, such a struggle..so much confusion. its finally all cleared and everything is right again. if you havnt figured it out adam and i are back being an item, and im really happy about it. everything is peaceful now and i mean.. some whiplash drama seems to be happening but i dont think its a biggy.. i hope ( Read more... )

ALYSSA GOT A JOB!!!! thats right! me! working... AND GETTING PAID!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

so come visit me at work ya'll.. i want business. tastey bagel up on foothill near ralphs... i work mornings and afternoons on weekends at the counter. BAHHHH IM SOOO HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!! MONEY!!!!!!!

well other than the constant confusion in my life i think im okay. i got my camel cigarettes and they are already beside my bed, and i have purple paint in my hair [by accident.] i think i will be okay.

and im really starting to enjoy film studies *wink*

well today ROCKED, happy birthday april...and i love you so much for going into sensations to get handcuffs THATS RIGHT SHE DID!! muahahahaha ( Read more... )

i feel as though the weight of the world plus two elephants have been lifted from my shoulders. no one on this planet could be this happy, this relieved. if you dont already know what happend [and im sure only one of you does] then dont ask, i will never tell.

but all i can say is there isnt one thing out there i cant handle now. bring it on.

i really liked him. i think adam was the first bf i have had that showed me what a real guy is. he raised the bar dramatically high, and i doubt ill find another guy like him for a while, just because i can never settle for less now. adam was starbucks while other guys were school's drinking fountain water. if it werent for adam, id probaly be ( Read more... )

lol you know how they always have poems, or stories, about those who just toss and turn at night. i really didnt know you could actually toss and turn constantly for 8 hours strait. god im tired.

im having one of those 'why did i even bother to wake up?' days. i took the meds i have for depression/pms early and they arnt working, and i ran out. iv cried like... 4 times today and i dont think its pms, i think im just sad about my life. i guess ill just put a warning in my lj to everyone....im going to be changing myself and my surroundings ( Read more... )