u know, i honestly forgot about my scaremetwice lj. its weird re-reading all my old entries, its been more than half a year now ( Read more... )

tomorrow morning at 9am i will be sitting in a mint green element car with my dad... annoying country music a'blasting, and my johnny depp pillow under my head. tomorrow i start 'that journy' to college. freaked out alyssa? no.. no no ( Read more... )

my dad is a cheapass. i found out he drank two of my redbulls that i got w/ my own money and i had to get in a huge argument just to get him to replace them. he isnt poor, he just buys stuff he has to make expensive payments on so he is cheap by the end of the month. im so sick of having to beg my mom for food money and im so sick of spending my ( Read more... )

oh and the clock on my comp is skrewd up if u notice the dates... dont tell me i already know

going out in public with my mom is no longer an option of mine. she cries to get anything now... everyone and everthing upsets her. its depressing having a grandmother for a mom, its even more depressing when you find bits and pieces of yourself similar to your parents. god forbid ( Read more... )

any and all is welcome to come spend the night, any time they want, for the next 10 days at my house. yeah there will be drinking, and mark will be here a few times [hehe] but seriously.. just leave me a message and come on over. tonight im making stirfry, jellow shots and rewarmed alyssa apple crumb cake. bring movies and money!

xoxox

~alyssa

my siamese cat Ceasar was put to sleep today. he was dying.. he was old. mercy killings suck so much ( Read more... )

before i begin, im going clothes shopping tomorrow around 12, if u want to come or meet up with me call my cell ( Read more... )

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working w/ vanessa is sooooooooooooooo much fun! who knew CHS cheerleaders were halarious ( Read more... )