graduation is in a month.

It feels so close, and yet so far.

I lost a childhood friend tonight.

I know it's silly to think of a cat that way, but I grew up with Sam.  I find it almost....gross how appropriate her death is tonight.

We bought her when we moved into this house.  She died the eve of foreclosure.  This house was her life I guess.

I don't think I'll ever know a cat that I could love more.  May ( Read more... )

Hey Joy.

If you still need a roommate, I need one too.  Let me know if you're okay with having to deal with a small parrot and a snake.

Feeling significantly better than yesterday, but I still have no clue what happened.  I didn't react to much but my stomache hurt all day and I just kept napping.

Whatever it was I think it's going away now.  Hooraaay.

Yay for puking my guts out!

Seriously, I have no idea why I threw up stuff from about 8 hours ago.

But 2 times is enough to merit that it is something and thus...I am turning in early for the night.

Love you guys, stay well.

Off to fanime, I need the break from my mother, my sister and just this environment in general.  I won't be back until late monday, so everyone behave yourselves and stay safe.

<3

A promise is a promise, and I will keep my promise, however, I will say this:

Blackmail is not an acceptable way to coerce someone into doing as you please or agreeing.  Furthermore, I shall state that there is precious information that has been leaked, and not by anyone's hands in particular.  I dislike secrets being known by people who aren't ( Read more... )

tick tock...

My cheapest option if I was kicked out tomorrow is sad, and about 6k a year in addition to everything else I need to live.

I'm...honestly so miserable right now.  I'm not stupid enough (nor honorless) to commit suicide, but this mother of mine is driving me insane.

And this is assuming I had any sanity in the first place.

This is why I say my prayers every night.

Thank you.