that's what happened when I decided too come back
My mind cracked in half
I'll trade you what I always wanted
For a little while what I have
I like it I hate it I love it I want it
My worlds must coloide then one will die
Just wait just don't panic
Just wait don't vanish
Just wait
Don't
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WEll this is true I am leaving soon and baton rouge you were just a symphony of my artistic times. The inspiration I have gotten from my heart being ripped out ( Read more... )

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I am off probation now if you havent herd yay! things are different and I like this town more now because I am numb so to say. So I really dont know if I should track down a few people before I get out of here or not. I did track my old friend Mindy down and had her over that was nice. But no matter what happened between the two of us it was always ( Read more... )

I kinda just am dashed with my self I guess... I always wanted to travel the world and be a belligerent crazy drug crazed maniac after I got off probation and all that. Well Jamie kinda thought the same way. But now 3 years later I don't want to I want to have a stable environment to grow as a individual and live as long as I can. With the least ( Read more... )

well lately I entered into a endless time vortex where time stands still and I get to do all of the lovely things that I have wanted to do that day mmmm so lovely. I am dawning on a new day slowly the freedom is creeping up on me and I will be off of probation and able to roam as I please. I love my new place its wonderful I always wanted to live ( Read more... )

I am trying to get use to jamies nite scheduele but its hard I love to do stuff and being quiet is kinda hard well really hard. So I try to stay up as late as possible but then the birds chirp and all the beautiful things start to happen and the day light is all like wake the fuck up and I wake up but im sleepy still and I have ants in my pants ( Read more... )

tonight is the night what a wonderful night!!!!! I am off to new mexico all week yay yay yay yyyyaaaaaa1!!!!!!!

I stumbled upon the almost most terrifying event of my life on a while last night. After my friend and I parted ways and he battled the evil state street monsters and walked me to passed out jamie and my jeep,the night was over... Well not for one man who became a zombie like creature! I was waiting for day light getting back to normal when this ( Read more... )

unfulfillment is a chore...and I am sick of doing all the unfullfilling! The pain of knowing I am alive is getting strenuously boring and I dont want to take that route anymore. I always liked that route and now that that route doesnt exist the fact of not existing is relavent and getting the confusion out of nothing is something.drowning my self ( Read more... )