i am not updating this god damn piece of crap journal anymore becouse it makes everything fucking sad and i dont want it to be that way! I am changing my ways and leaving you depressed bastards for some happyer people!
ok?

i want to go sky diving! Who wants to come ( Read more... )

"panic was lost in the deep understanding that you will see what is wronge with everything"

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i dont have anything to update about!

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

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kisses on the back of my neck while against me! played.............

happy

thats all

i am going to find a doctor that will give me an operation to remove all of my ambition and then i will just be this meaningless lump of nothing and i just wont care! I mean i already have littal - no ambition at all I just want that voice in the back of my head that says you are going to live in lake orion forever and you are going to get fat and ( Read more... )

Apartment on Twin Peaks ( Read more... )