I feel guilty for what I write. Why is that? I just need to grow up, right? Just move on ( Read more... )

I feel sad about something. And I think I know what the something is. I have too much time on my hands. Too much time to think. Too much time to analyse, to get lost in my thoughts. They seem to be devouring me and it is showing. Showing in how I feel so tired, showing in how I am reacting to certain people. I don't mean to be this way. I ( Read more... )

....and i'm a pathological liar. I lie to myself. I lie in my journals. I lie in my own words. I cant be truthful to myself. I am worried that someone will read my words, read me, know me. Hurt me ( Read more... )

Your Ultimate Purity Score Is... CategoryYour Score Average Self-Lovin'53.3%
Explored the pleasures of the flesh 64.8%Shamelessness73.8%
It takes a couple of drinks 79% Sex Drive 86.8%
The Pope is envious77.3%Straightness17.9%
Knows the other body type like a map 44% Gayness 100%
83.8%

Fucking Sick88.5%
Refreshingly normal 89.9%

You are 68. ( Read more... )

The skin is waterproof, it protects us, it helps us sense danger through the ability to touch, so many nerve endings...it heals itself, regenerates, the largest organ of our bodies ( Read more... )

How strange. I find that I am not that different at all. Possibly a lot less dramatic...most definately less dramatic. Less self involved, but still as unsure as I have always been ( Read more... )

why I honestly cant cope. Cant cope with interest from others. I am too keen for the attention I receive, so I end up receiving none. I decide that they feel a dislike towards me and I end the friendship through insane accusations. These are things that are in my control, which I no longer wish to control. Do not suggest you have an interest ( Read more... )

It was a dream while it lasted and a nightmare now it has ended. A lie. A lie. Lies. That is all I know.

The Potion Makerscarletruinsium is a cloudy, porous grey solid drained from the blood of a wolf.Yet another fun meme brought to you by rfreebern

And so i feel sick.........dont know why.........no one anywhere to care too much. I just want a break.