today was the best day i had in a long time, i swear. everything ran good... even my classes today. i picked up chris and we went surfing for a bit..i think im addicted now, seriously i get out of the water and think im my head 'i wanna get back in a do better'. thats a good thing tho ( Read more... )

this is what chris told me just right now:
"chris says:
cause idont know when i was at your house i was jsut thinking alot about it, and yeah i think im starting to love you and stuff
chris says:
like my heart would beat all hard when we were sitting on the couch, when i would jsut like stare at you"

im tired.its cold.i have hwk.i have to work. this sucks. oh well. lol ( Read more... )

i feel bad for getting mad at chris.. altho it was kinda mean of him to do that but whatever. i just think i got a lil too anal about the whole thing. but yeah i got done like two things on my list today.. i think? that means i have to do the rest ALL tomarrow, which i am also working tomarrow at my neighbors. so yeah, i have no clue when im going ( Read more... )

i ended up working with chris and my dad today so i got like no hwk done.. grr but whatever i have all day tomarrow since chris doesnt want to stay the night tonight.. he asked me if he would mind if he left tonight. i said no of course but i said yes right away.. in my head. he said he would rather go surfing.. THAT MESSED UP!! well just going to ( Read more... )

i have soo much to do! good thing i can do it now w/out anyone being there to distract me. chris is here.. he spent the night last night cuz he's working for my dad today. yesterday we went kayaking in the creek and it was the most fun i have had in a long time.. cars would go by and look at us funny cuz he had our wetsuits on lol ( Read more... )

i am soo tired right now and i did absolutely nothing, which now i found out was a huge mistake on my part. i got bit bymy chicken today.. it hurt(just thought i'd put that in lol) but yeah, i basically did NOTHING! chris is comming out tomarrow cuz he's going to work for my dad saturday morning at a neighbor's. so that means the only time im going ( Read more... )

when i came to town today, i went straight to the beach after my mom went into work... the water was so cold that when i got up on my board, i couldnt feel my feet at all, so i had to make myself go in. oh well. i met some lady when i was out in the water, i guess shes going for the same thing as me at cuesta- nursing degree. i dont really WANT to ( Read more... )

my eye got even worse over night but im going to town anyhow. i missed to many days of college so today is a must! plus i want to go surfing this mornin lol..hopefully i will do better today. i have to be getting ready to leave now

ok, my eye is so swollen right now.. for no apparent reason- gay. so if it get too bad, then im not even going to go- im just going to stay home. but HOPEFULLY it will go down- cuz i really have been wanting to go surfing.. and i think im going to go tomarrow morning. but anyways i went to town today even tho i really didnt have to. i basically ( Read more... )