well i have been working like everyday basically and im sooo tired. me and chris went camping last night and it was soooo nice to be able to cuddle with him at night long.. the only thing that sucked was a had to leave him to go to work. ahhh oh well ( Read more... )

ahh once again- i feel like crying.. why is it that i have bad luck with boyfriends? my last one cheated on me like no other and this one that i have now hangs out with a whole bunch of different girls and he wont let me meet them. sounds fishy to me...ok these past few days hes been hanging out with this kortney girl EVERY DAY. he doesnt even like ( Read more... )

ok so yesterday was ok, i was going to write this last night but i fell asleep. so anyways it was a regular monday.. went to school, then i went surfing till chris got out of school. i was out in the water when i see this boy walking on the beach.. it was chris.. he had to find me so he could get my ID for prom haha. then he tells me hr talked to ( Read more... )

ahhh.. today was good actually. i think things might be comming together for me. AND this has nothing to do with chris- he has nothing to do today since well he didnt even call me like he said he was but i dont care i was sleeping. well anyways today was good. i got my car all clean and nice. got almost all my hwk done (dammit, its all due tomarrow ( Read more... )

ok i havent updated for like ever so i thought it was time. alot has been going on and well- right now im kinda ubset.. see im still with chris but i think hes getting tired of me- i know hes getting tired of me, and the truth is- i dont know how to stop it. hes right tho, we have moved a little fast. i meet him like 3 months ago, and started to go ( Read more... )

fuck, this weekend had so many close calls in it its crazy. friday i went camping with chris and his friends so we went to chris' house to pack up. chris' parents said that no girls could go so they wernt supposed to see me. his dad came home early and i started to walk out the door till chris grabbed me and told me to go hide in his room. so i had ( Read more... )

testing is done, THANK GOODNESS....when i was drivimg home i was so tired that i was seeing things haha ( Read more... )

i dreamed dreampt however u say it.. well i dreampt so much last night its not even funny. im surprised too i thought i wouldnt be able to sleep because chris and i were kinda fighting. he hung up on me cuz i said something about taylor. then when i called him back he said that he liked being single better. so i said so are you breaking up with me ( Read more... )

its only 8:30 and im so tired.. gosh. i did alot today tho, not as much as i wanted, but still alot. lets see.. my plan was to get done all my hwk which will never happen but the only thing i have to get done still would be my history, geometry, and reading. oh well, atleast i tried. tomarrow is chris' bday- i have no clue if im going to see him or ( Read more... )

i talked to chris last night on the phone.. and he seemed to be like depressed. i think he misses becky and wishes that she was how she used to be. thats why im scared cuz he said he was thinking about his past and about stuff he should have done. i just dont get it. then i saked him if he wanted me to let him go and he said ya, that he didnt want ( Read more... )