Well, a lot has changed since my last post...some for the best - ok, I am realizing most for the best... It has been difficult and challenging...but I never will give up. I am content with the thoughts that I will never be done with this struggle in life. I have accepted it. I am now a single mother of two children. I have accepted that ( Read more... )

I am grateful for the way some things have turned out. I only hope that eventually I can get a steady job. I know things will all fit into place sooner or later. Ugh.

Today we went to Castle Park and had a blast. We always have a great time when we actually get out as a family to have fun! What is also great is Aaron's mom offered to babysit so Aaron and I can go out together for once! I think me and my fancy dance moves to New Order talked him into going to a club with me. I think he would enjoy it ( Read more... )

Today is my first holiday alone with just Aaron and the kids. To me it is kind of monumental...we are creating traditions, and that makes me happy. Right now they are watching the Macys Thanksgiving Day parade. Awwww. As I get ready to cook dinner. Memories ( Read more... )

So apparently someone is not trusting me and is ASSuming things from looking at past LJ's of mine and trying to "catch" me on myspace doing things and going off on tangents because they are not comprehending and/or misunderstanding my replies to people ( Read more... )

is pretty darn interesting. i am skimming by on the skin of my teeth and i dont like it. financially that is. everything else is peachy. being on my period sucks and i pretty much hate everyone...at times. i am stuck in a web i have woven for myself...but i can get out if i want to....and i think i already started to. i tire of things easily - much ( Read more... )

have been a bad bad girl...oh, how i love that song. things have mellowed out and i am not so mad at myself anymore. i have my first psychiatrist appointment on friday...i am scared they are going to tell me i have multiple personality disorder or something. oh well. at least i will know what my issues are. even though i continue to make them all ( Read more... )

Damn.....starting Saturday....non stop shit happening! This week will go down in my book of history. I am a stupid broad. That is pretty much the theme. Fuck.

...& you know what makes it so much more worse? I loved it.

I am restless...but in a good way. ^_^

Why O why do I keep inflicting pain on myself? I guess this time it was neccessary...getting your wisdom tooth pulled sucks ass...and that was only one. Three more to go. Muahahaha. My piercings still hurt, my tat still hurts, and my knee still hurts - especially cuz I just fell on it again. Damn me. This blog is nothing but wah wah wah, but that ( Read more... )