i was recently reading my new favorite addiction, postsecret.com and usually i can relate to a few ppl, but this time most didn't and then i saw the one that says "i miss feeling... in general." and it described my feelings so well. apparently sometimes when you face something so traumatic you simply go numb, it's how you deal. i mean ive been ( Read more... )

ok last night i had the weirdest dream, like scary, wake up sweating weird. even weirder is the fact i remember it, b/c i don't think i usually dream or at least never remember the dream, especially since i just talked about dreams w/ someone last night. i don't know where i was but i had just been picked up by my dad from somewhere upstate or ( Read more... )

another late night and i'm sick still! i really hate it! but there's alot of good things happening lately so i shouldn't complain. btw sry 2 anyone whose listened 2 my petty bantering. i was in a mood for a while. so thanx to those who listened! <3

i feel like i should come with a warning label that says damaged property and very difficult to open up. i have so many issues that i'm afrain to share with people because i don't wanna scare them away or make them uncomfortable.

1) Who is the last person you high-fived ( Read more... )

oooooo and i got into scranton with an awesome scholarship which will probably be taken away after midterms but hey it feels good now! even tho its not where i wanna go!

it's been a good weekend well actaully minus the midterms it's been a good week! hanging out alot w/ awesome peoples! however as u all know im too fucking lazy to typ up everything. there were a few interesting/illegal games invented in the last week but u know how that goes and of course the uncomfortable moments but no1 who reads this was ( Read more... )

dancinthrulife38: lalala im screw lalala id rather b at the brew ( Read more... )

sex has lost all its meaning in my eyes. call me a whore slut watever i dont thinkid even require a commitment to do it. that is if i had a positive self image at all. i dont care anymore. i think there are much more important thinks in life a relationship. sex doesn't equal love. love is so much more, so much better. so much stress is put on the ( Read more... )

i would kill not to feel sick just for one day! maybe the week of midterms would be a good time for that to happen. but no im a lovely disaster today again, u know unable to eat, breath, remain awake, swallow normally. so yeah basically i've decided that i'm never not sick as is evident from my medicine cabinet, the degree of illness just varies. i ( Read more... )