you are so comfortable in your mediocracy- no guts to do something new, to reach for something or someone exciting.

going to the shins tonight.

feel all over the place.
crazy crazy nights.
weeks i guess.

need to relax and take it easy. wish i could just go lay on the beach and melt into the sand.

so i guess i now currently reside in san diego....weird

looking at old post in both live and dead journal is crazy; i wonder what could have been and where everyone has gone.

drag queens, ducks, and drugs.

and if i meant anything at all, you'd tell me i did

i'm in san diego, realized it is not my home anymore. wonder if i will ever come back here again for more than a week, i don't think so. peace.

what happened to us> to all of us> it seems that we have all forgotten, or forced ourselves to forget the past. we all tried so hard to grow up, but where are we all growing to> we are all distant, even those we thought we would never forget.

i wish we could tell each other the things we never did

maybe it is just impossible to find old people again. we are all so confined by our own worlds.

i wish i could meet everyone on the earth, and that mahatma wasn't dead (i knew you would all care)

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