so i'm off to Utah to be a bridesmaid in matt's aunt's wedding. but i have no winter clothes and no winter money. but whatever. it's still 5 days spent someplace else. a pretty someplace else at that.

my hands hurt badly from the blacksmithing class...i have to go back in an hour...lunch break now...

no support. no guidance. just blame and denial of responsibility. we had 2 roommates we had to chase out of here because of their inability to communicate and make decisions. they ignore this place for 3 years and then come back and blame everything on us and suddenly we're responsible for making the house ready to sell? why? how much of that ( Read more... )

so went with everybody to Miss Kitty's Parlor last night ( Read more... )

so i'm just getting home from work, and on the way back out to take the boy to work...his truck decided to stop working after a freak incident yesterday ( Read more... )

back at Starbucks ( Read more... )

maybe it only lasts till you're 19 after you prematurely move out on your own and quickly have to adapt to "real" life and the "real" world. when suddenly what's going on outside of your own country and the Fox "News" Network really concerns you, but just when you're mentally ready to give and shit and do something about it you're slaped in the ( Read more... )

i really am. i get jealous just as often, but instead of it lasting weeks until I explode, it only lasts about a day and then I'm over it until the next weird thing happens. horray for progress. i was shootin for not being jealous at all, but i'll take what i can get. my b-day was ok. got lots of calls from lots of friends, chris even texted ( Read more... )

we got a tree today. a big one. matt's putting the skirt around it at this very moment. i was marveling at this, our biggest tree we've had, and he said "well, it's our last christmas in this house so we gotta do it up big," and i said "oh, man, that makes me kinda sad," and he said "no it's a good thing...i mean, we'll be moving on to a new ( Read more... )

so my shark bracelett and diver ring came out pretty rad, and I got a whole bunch of ebay crap up and posted so maybe i'll have money again soon. and matt played pick-up tonight and i went and took pictures and now im all hot and bothered cause there's just nothin hotter than watching him play ( Read more... )

or maybe not motivation, just discipline. it's already 5 and i havent finished this dress yet. Got the tainted one in the mail yesterday, and there were indeed two white caked on dried up spots of something...i think it was pancake mix...it smelled good, like vanilla. Anyway it peeled right off, no permanent damage so no hard feelings towards the ( Read more... )