one special brownie is enough ( Read more... )

man, it was such a rad weekend and I did sooo good as far as not drinking too much. didn't get sick, didn't have a hangover at all the next day whereas everybody else did...but then I got home, and my back was KILLING me after that hour drive, so I decided to take half a vicodin cause that's really been helping lately...well then an hour later it ( Read more... )

so it takes me all day to make a dress still, but i'm getting faster. Just sold #3 on ebay today for $66.00 ( Read more... )

although it started off really awkward cause he said that, yes, he was still mad at me, be still decided to do out photo safari day as planned. this time we went down to balboa. what started as a slightly tense, slightly forced thing turned out to be one of the best days we've had together in a while. took lots of great shots, stoped and got a ( Read more... )

so turns out he wasn't just tired, he really was mad at me for quitting. he called this morning during his lunch and said he thought it was best if i packed a bag and stayed at my mom's for a few days. i think officially, this is the 3rd time he's done this. he said he'd been getting a weird vibe from me lately which is probably due to the fact ( Read more... )

yea, so the more i thought about it the more i knew i had to quit somehow. went to work yesterday after spending all morning trying to convince myself that i could like it there if i just let myself. just as i started to believe myself i clocked in, started my shift, and instantly become this angry ball of tension and regret. I've just never ( Read more... )

so today is payday. one thing for sure is i need to go to Michaels to get my check. But I'm schedualed to work 2 to 10 tongiht and i'm really unhappy about it. I've been closing every day for the past 2 weeks, and i told him i couldn't do it any more, so he goes and scheduals me to close every night next week too. so monday i was going to tell ( Read more... )

well, not too big but the first little art show for the boy and i to be a part of and it sounds like it's gonna be pretty rad. I only submitted one photo, matt has 4, and i'm wearing my rocket and moon broaches cause I don't feel comfortable leaving them on a table all night while i get drunk. I heard that the local Fullerton paper (the gazette ( Read more... )

i've been getting so down about having to work all the time. i have retail so much. well, everybody does, but geez i feel so stuck in it. and now that i see a possible way out via making clothes i'm noticing that i don't have enough time to make the clothes i need to make in order to have enough to sell to really get by. so i think i'll work ( Read more... )

so i made a dress and it just sold on ebay for $62.00 and I got an email from another chick in LA who has given me a deposit to make HER a dress. so that's pretty much all i ever wanted to happen ( Read more... )