For the past couple of days, they started to dwindle in areas of my life that ought not be dwindled in. It became necessary for me to cease contact with my love. This pained me greatly for every aspect of my life is bent toward him in some way or form. The agony made me very weak. I know now why I had little emotion toward anything in the past. It ( Read more... )

My love is interfering with my job....or should I say....my job is interfering with my love? Whichever it turns out to be...it is quite difficult. I cannot be there when I say I can. I am irritating him with my...tardiness...and absences. This i can also say about my job. He is losing trust in me and I blame myself. I tell him i will be there and ( Read more... )

I find this quite odd actually; although, I should not. I have let myself experience another's pain without me even realizing what is actually happening. Whenever someone else near if in pain, I have always either completely ignored them, dismissing them as weaklings, or, told them this fact. I have never once thought I was able to actually share ( Read more... )

This actually shall be my first entry and I absolutely have no idea what is to be put on this "live journal". However, my guess would be that this particular journal could contain information as a normal journal would contain. I shall start putting information in it shortly. For, I am afraid if I do not, Cassandra will cause me some trouble. In ( Read more... )