Familiar pen and pages yet everything looks different.Tonight, I will do the ultimate restitution. This is the right way and the only way. There will be no more backing down. It's time I followed up on a promise I set on stone so many years ago ( Read more... )

I just realized that despite my seeming fatalistic view in life, my proven pessimism about human nature in particular, and my lack of belief in a higher power, I will cry when I get married in church one day. I'm already married, yes, but, well...

Can you really fight the tears the years will bring once it's finally ever after for you?

An ode to Neverland and to finally figuring it out.

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Time passes slowly
For those who never know
And all we've got really
Is a dream of where to go

So I hold your hand
I have faith that you've got it figured out
In the deepest parts of me
That's all I cared about

Second star to the right and straight on till morning
But there's no real map to where we're ( Read more... )

Full moon sways ( Read more... )

A singular entity among a mass of nearly weightless men. This is the purpose that we have come to embrace, the one mortality we have come to accept. As the loving writer once said, "We who surround ourselves with lives even more fragile than our own..." I wonder, did he know that the same thought applies to us who ascended from the purposelesness ( Read more... )

Indeed, strange times are upon us ( Read more... )

So, this is how it goes, trala-fucking-la.

Fuck you.

Fuck you and your generation. Fuck you and the spoils you enjoy and the lives you lead. Fuck your music players and smartphones and your fucking umpteenth iteration of the same fucking thing. Fuck you for feeling better about yourselves.

Fuck you because you're stupid. Fuck you and your fucking ( Read more... )

A joke.

Masokista: Hampasin mo ako! Sugatan mo ako! Parang awa mo na, saktan mo ako!
Sadista: ... Ayoko nga.

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The world works exactly the same way.

I am no knight. I wear no shining armor. I carry no sword. Myths cannot say that I can trot with my head off my shoulders, nor that I am green. I am no child of a wonderful cavalier whom the queen loved. I am no king of a table rumored rounded with skill and pride ( Read more... )

Title's loaded with too much emotional blackmail, eh ( Read more... )