dude... when in the hell do guys grow up?!! ...seriously...i don't want to be babysitting the rest of my life.

 i have such contradicting thoughts running though my mind constantly.

things in my life are so far from perfect...which is what i'm finally okay with. i'm really starting to learn from all the flaws and trying to better them...but at the same time I'm starting to get sickened from my personal flaws & i fear they will eventually take over.

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 Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter, and those who matter don't mind.

• i keep putting off things...things that need done
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• the shower in the bathroom keeps dripping-- i hate this, (not only is it wasting water) because even after peeing - hearing the drip makes me still have to go.
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• i need a job. & i hate how it's so impossible not only in this city- but everywhere. 

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i've been sick since . . .friday, i think. . .

& i guess last evening  this morning 2am is---- jon starts feeling sick & gets mad at me for getting him sick. [ because I was obviously plotting that against him to ruin his last 4 days in pa ] - so me attempting to be a good girlfriend i left his parents place this morning at like 5 30 because i knew ( Read more... )

•  i'm sick...and this blows.

• we leave most likely the 2nd to head back to Tallahassee. - although nothing is planned yet & there is soooo much more to do

• i didn't see half the people i wanted to see. & I know there's not enough time to do so... [& we wont be back until june or so. . -- summer classes most likely. ]

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i regret ever saying i'd work over break. i'm here to visit for less than 3 weeks and I have been working nonstop. not only am i exhausted, but i'm pissed off. this stupid manager literally has sch me every freaking day! 
..i think i'm ready to go back to fl.. this blows.