howzit pals ( Read more... )

haus it' i dont know why i bother writing in this thing after this long cause most have probably forgotten about me , but o'well ( Read more... )

its been a really long time since i wrote in this thing i hope every 1 forgets how young and pathetically immature i was then. i have changed alot, i quit drugs which i could have at any time. i quit smoking and drinking. u know wut i loved life but i hated myself now i see life and love myself its different but not .

well it has been a long tyme since i updated this thing ugh ....... wut to say. well for staters i think my life is about to take a drastic change soon but im not sure ...... i wanna say hi to evry 1 who actually reads these things its nice to know u care..... i have no life i sleep all day til like half my day is gone then i waste the rest of my ( Read more... )

ummm this is gonna be boring ( Read more... )

ugh..... another boring entry because i lead a boring life ..... fuck . i have nothing to write about exept how boring everything is right now.... god if something doesnt happen soon im gonna spaz on some 1 , everything is so dead .... i feel like some thing just crawled up in my world and died and because i have every 1 so interestred in ( Read more... )

i just got back from our camp site at umm well i really cant say because of certain people but o well. umm so yea we went camping and fish, me, shannon, and my family ..... but now im back and i stink so im going to take a shower and freshen up a bit ....

hello my dear friends how have you been??? i hope all's well in your world....... it helps to know i still have a few friends out there so dont be a stranger. email me sometime . im sorry really to bother you , but i havent been up to my old standards . ive been dreaming alot , alot about my life , or maybe im not dreaming at all but maybe seeing ( Read more... )

i dream of a future so uncertain and full of tears ( Read more... )

eventually i think ill do something ive been sleeping alot .... friday...... heh. friday ( Read more... )