.....kill me......

iam very stupid.....

so i suck i really do...i just keep on hurting people and i dont know why i do what i do. Oh well so im still staying with my dad..i really dont like it but ya know when you dont have anywhere else to go you'll stay right. He is just wasting his life away drinking and i cant tell him to stop because hes grown and my dad so whatever he can make his ( Read more... )

so life has gotten better..i still dont stay at my dads. It's sad that i feel more safe at my friends house then i do at my own dad's. Me, michele, josh, and michael went to the lake today. I had an ok time i just didnt feel good for some reason. Renee moved in with her aunt on her dads side..janice said i could move in too i just dont really know ( Read more... )

blah blah....seems to sum up my life anymore it really does:(. I just wish i could get out of the mood im having..it sucks..
<3christa

I am kinda just giving up on everything and anyhthing as of now..i guess. I had to move in with my dad for awhile..which kinda of sucks. I don't know im just really tried of everything. Tried of people treating me like shit and me taking it like its no big deal...i need a job really bad...because i cant stand living with my dad for very i know that ( Read more... )

..i just wish someone would kill me before i have to do it.
<3christa

where to even begin.....last time i wrote matt and i were still together..not the case. I dated a guy named mike...ended bad lol havent talk to him since:) it ended. Kinda dated ersin...weird just weird. Ive moved out of the apt. and im livin with my dad right now. Spring break just passed...kinda fun but the summer will be funner just sucks cause ( Read more... )

umm....more information in christa's life....I got total wasted sat..had to go home and hear renee bitch about me being so drunk and how i was being mean to everyone?? But that blowed over i called my dad and he said he wanted to give me money for xmas and my b-day we shall see how that goes.. My new/old cellphone has stopped working which really ( Read more... )

bored....very bored and kinda sad for some reason......