Well know i said i was not going to drink anymore but i got so much bad news today i could not help it but whatever life gose on found out that i am going to send 21 marines to iraq and have to deliver a flag to a marines house that will be fun still haveing some girl problems but that is what happens when you are a nice guy i guess but i ( Read more... )

so the past few days i have been trying to figure out what it is i am doing with my life but what person my age dose not wonder the same thing i thought at one point i knew but like many things in life it turned out wrong. i can to the conclution after last night epeisod of the sunny and joe drama that i thrive of of that i love trying to be the ( Read more... )

well i guess everyone one here knows who kymmy is i fineally got uup the never to tell her how i feel of course that came back to shack me in the face yet i keep going somehow and hope for the best today things between her and her room mates blow up i knew it was comeing things were broken and sunny cut his legs. joe yelled at kymmy over a text ( Read more... )

well my two best freinds are ok agian i think aleast i hope so i hated to see then fighting becuase of a girl it was like watching two little kids fight and i was caguht in the middle we hung out tonight witch was good no fighting no drama fineally we will see how long things last i hope for rvr but i dont know. antways i got to hang out with sue ( Read more... )

thing have been getting a bit better but not much work is going really well and i cant wait to get back into school now that i am ready to.not really worried about the kymmy thing now i see that she just uses pple and is ungreatful but. one of my good friends thinks i pick on her too much i think she is right i dont mean to it just happens even ( Read more... )

2 marines i sent over seas died today and i cant help but blame myself for it i sent them there i picked there names and now i have to tell there familes i hate being in charge

well this weekend was scary i thought i was going to have to go to iraq but istead i just cleaned weappons and fixed trucks we beat up the guy that said we were going. there were guys crying and calling family some were talking about running aways 2 of them tried. i had to point my weapon at them and tell them to stop or i would have to shoot them ( Read more... )

well things are still not very good right know but being with one of my closeest friends has really help he has cone throuh almost the same thing i am going through now so his advice really helps.the girl still just dont know what to do but be myself and wait out the storm from what i have heard most people think i should come out on top but that ( Read more... )

it started off well enough today easy day at work friends wanted to hang out all was going well then i just felt depressed it came out of nowhere what happened with kymmy prolly had someting to do with it i mean i just feel so used like i am nothing i just wish just once thing would work out for me they always seem like they might and i get my ( Read more... )

well its been a few months since i have had this feeling feeling like a doormat and once again it is from a girl. I dont know why i always want what i cant have i give evrthing and expect nothing back i guess thats a good thing since i never get anything back except now is not the rright time or things just aarent working i have great friiends that ( Read more... )