my heart got broken yesterday, but today she told me she cant wait to see me again...am i on mars? in hell? in heaven? she wont have her cake and eat it to i wont let her, what happens now remains to be seen, funny i think she got a bit peeved me looking at other girls tonight, we arent together anymore...these things happen ( Read more... )

so the drama for the most part is over...and i was on the short end of the stick...it's ok, i knew it was coming, she shed alot of tears and maybe a few from me too...but i know shes not sure about her decision and i know things change all the time, she isnt letting me go and there is a happy medium...im single and i will act the part for sure a ( Read more... )

i guess tonight my drama will end, i dont know if it will be a good thing, i dont know if itll be bad...i know its gonna take me a while to bounce back if this goes bad, i put in alot on this and sure there were good times but maybe i was just kidding myself that it would work out....shes proven me wrong before maybe whe will prove me wrong again i ( Read more... )

Dont worry about me Im gonna make it alright ( Read more... )

Not going to make a new years resolution post...I know what I need to do, I just need to do it. ive got 3 more days of this somewhat self-imposed singleness, then I dont know what...either a positive direction or my heart will be broken, it's been a while since I can say that has happened to me, and I certainly don't look forward to it...but a part ( Read more... )

exceptionally random but steal it ( Read more... )

Gotta make it till 1/4 I can do it, some trying times ahead....stay the course

i liked the hot girl at quizno's smiling at me today warms my heart, even if she was smiling at the fact she heard me call her hot. she still not cassie though.

so im home in CT for xmas and damn its cold, my parents have (shudder) dial up so i feel like im totally out of the loop ( Read more... )

it's been a rough year some definite huge high's and some huge lows, im getting a rumbling in my stomach that it's gonna end with a thud...people all want different things in life, different things make different people happy. i always thought i wasnt very complicated, maybe i dont want the american dream right now...loving wife, 2.4 kids, golden ( Read more... )

I'm 30 today, ugh