The last entry I wrote was right after my mother died.  I'm tired of bringing up Livejournal just to be reminded of it, so I think it's definitely time to update.  Plus, I feel like I should continue to journal.  For some reason, it always feels better to write things out, get them out of my head at least.  It's difficult in some ways to post a new ( Read more... )

For those who don't know...

My mother passed away this past Tuesday the 24th, at 8:42 pm. She was having trouble breathing last Friday the 20th, and with her current health problems, my stepfather called the ambulence to take her to the hospital. On the way, she stopped breathing completely. By the time they got her to the hospital and intubated ( Read more... )

Where to start...

I'm really glad that I still have this journal.  I hate Myspace blogging.  This is so much better.  Plus, I don't want everyone there reading the more personal stuff I have to say.

I feel as if I'm being pulled into a million different directions.  What my head says, what my heart says, what everyone else says.  Granted, my ( Read more... )

We're in this life together.  Even when one moves without the other.  Different pages from the same story.

This aching is familiar.  It's something I remember.  We can't touch without feeling, can't heal without healing.  Only the young could fall so hard, could be so careless and ignore the scars.  So we will move out of the way this time, making ( Read more... )

What can I say, I like cheese... :)

Pizza Design Kitchen

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As long as they're a guy in a white coat carving roast beef, I'm one happy bitch.

Yes, I'm alive.

And for the record....

I've been shafted.

Yea...

I'm here.

Tomorrow is moving day. Holy crap. It's 1 in the morning and I still have packing to do. The question is, when the hell am I going to get any sleep? People are supposed to be coming at 10am to start moving. Basically, I'm just screwed ( Read more... )