Yeah, you still kiss me, but it's just on the cheek ( Read more... )

YOUR SUCH A FUCKING CUNT I HATE YOU YOU BITCH I HOPE YOU DIE A SLOW PAINFUL DEATH AND CHOKE ON YOUR BLOOD AT THE END SO YOU CAN'T SAY YOUR LAST WORDS, YOU DESERVE EVERY BAD THING THAT HAS HAPPENED TO YOU OVER THE LAST COUPLE OF YEARS, ALL YOUR PAIN IS NOW AND WAS THEN JUST PURE PLEASURE FOR ME....

So today is the third and final day of my open to close week at circuit, this shit has drawn me to the end of my rope. Yesterday AJ came to the roadshop and asked me if I was OK thats how run down I am. I don't feel like going in today. I might call in and make my three day vacation a four day. Ican't wait after all this shit I get three days off. ( Read more... )

I have to work open to close today and I FUCKING HATE MY JOB, so as you can see if you put 2and2together today will suck the fatest porno cock ( Read more... )

So I didn't sleep at all lastnight, not because of drugs either. I'm not really sure why I couldn't sleep, but some good did come out of it I wrote and recorded a new song the quality of the recording sucks cuz its on an old ass four track but fuck it I knew I wouldn't remember all the parts today so I put it down on tape and its SO FUCKING HARD. ( Read more... )

So I've up since like 7:30am, i don't really have anything to say I just really don't have anything better to do then write in my journal. I went to the TBS/THE USED/blink sow it was amazing. I got to meet the boys from the used which was nice and I was playin SUPER JAY ALL DAY!!!! Met some new friends this old guy sat next to me he was there with ( Read more... )

What are friends for?

Not Much Apparently...

I got new plugs today and they are SO FUCKING RAD but they are bigger and they are playin hell to get in, but I WILL HAVE THEM IN BEFORE THE DAY IS OVER. They are Water Buffalo Horn w/ Bone Inlay they are black and red with 3 silver/metal dots that hold the front of the plugs which is bone to the actually plug WBH.

I have been up early like everyday for the last couple weeks and it sucks usually cuz of stomach pains I just can't go back to sleep, but this morning I have a Doctors Appointment at 8:30am. I got up at like 7 this shit is outta hand I'm a night person I should never be up this early unless I just haven't went to bed yet ( Read more... )

The last couple days I have been able to talk to my boy Jeff and open up to him about things that are going on in my life, like I used to be able to years ago, which is great cuz I really needed to talk to someone about this shit. I value our friendship more then he will ever know, even though I act like an asshole alot and we argue like a couple ( Read more... )