I AM: blonde on the inside
I WANT: my back to be better
I HAVE: back problems
I WISH: I could play sports again
I HATE: being in fights
I MISS: my grandpa
I FEAR: death
I HEAR: the radio

I SEARCH: for happiness
I WONDER: why people have to be so cruel
I REGRET: not always taking chances
I LOVE: my family
I ACHE: in my BACK
I AM NOT: do what other people want ( Read more... )

I haven't updated in a while, a long while. I just haven't been in the mood, but I suppose I could do some updating now.

Lets see, I guess we can start with after everyone talking me into doing it, I finally asked Karl if he wanted to go to Homecoming with me.  He said yes and that he didn't care if Laura got mad.  Then I was talking to him about ( Read more... )

Well, I haven't updated in a while. I've still been pretty stressed. I'm happy that I'm not having the surgery but this is still such a complicated situation the doctor told me I will never be able to dance or pretty much play any competitive sports, even after surgery. And then there's the dog. We got to let her off the leash and she seems to be ( Read more... )

Yeah, so I've been pretty much down in the dumps lately, everything has just been falling apart. But last night, talking to *someone* really cheered me up. So even though I'm still frustrated with everything I don't really care anymore. I'm not going to let Karl depress me anymore, he's not worth it!!When he gets back I'm just going to talk to ( Read more... )

Today was the final appointment where we had to decide if we were doing the surgery or not. We talked with the doctor for probally about an hour and finally decided that we arent going to do the surgery now because we haven't tried the brace yet. We were going to wait to see if i have problems when school starts to try the brace but my mom ( Read more... )

Yesterday I went to the wavepool with Joe, Holly, Karl and Johnny. We were having a lot of fun untill Karl made some coment about me but I didn't know what he was talking about. Later Joe told me that he was talking about some hot girls, which he calls "11's" and he like pointed to one and said thats an 11 unlike her and pointed to me. He is such ( Read more... )

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Ok, so I had to time to cool down since Friday and I'm not really that mad at him anymore I guess, I'm still really hurt but not like I was on Friday. Me and Amber were going to hangout today then Joe called to see if we wanted to swim so we ended up going over there. At first I was still mad at Karl but then things were getting better, it was ( Read more... )

Today me and my mom went out to lunch with my grandma then did some running around. When we got home the vet had called and they said Amy is doing great and we can pick her up today!!So after my doctors appointment we are going to pick her up!!!YAY!!!She hasn't been gone long but its so quiet at home without her!!

WoW. I actually did good driving. He didn't yell at me at all and he said i really improved. Yay!I didn't absolutely suck!lol. But he still SMELLED!!!