The Civil War ( Read more... )

chris, i miss you. let's be productive and unaffected by the consequences of our actions.

"I'm sleeping with somebody else, lying to somebody new. I thought I owned you? I'm flooded out with energy, energy and deceit. I thought I owned her? Holy hands and Holy feet, why the hell would we meet? She thought I owned her, but I'm sleeping with somebody else, lying to somebody new. I thought I owned you?"

it is unfair. what you did. you know this.

unaffected, right?

my sister says there is only two ways you can become gay.

1. being born gay

2. one of your parents accidentally running over a gypsy

i asked my mom if she ever ran over a gypsy and she said no but seemed a little offended by the question.
i found her defensive answer to be very suspicious.

damn gypsy's!

Dear: R. Ford:

i was dreaming the salt water ran through us.
clean / smooth
stinging our eyes like atom-sized smoke stacks.
god and the awful sea monster, at one, at peace.
and like a gas stove you expand through me
leaving no part of my heart untouched.

falsity

i write this.

years after -
i escape your capture.

what would have sylvia done?


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it's better to have nothing than to have you in my life.
i'm back to what i had successfully accomplished before you needed reassurance and called....
pretending you didn't exist was working out just fine for me.
seriously, you'r heart is like a cold peice of ugly and cheap plastic.

soooo nasty.

there is no greater feeling in the world than realizing how unattractive a person really is just by having a simple conversation with them.

now i can go on with the rest of my day.

okay, i admit when i heard first that vincent gallo was selling his sperm i thought it was hilarious but a good idea. i mean, he's beautiful and talented and naturally most women would want a child from a man like that ( Read more... )