I spend all day looking at people on the street wondering if their as miserable as I am and I cant tell. I promise that if I ever feel OK again I will feel gratefull, I will show it ( Read more... )

Never had a drink that I didn't like
Got a taste of you, threw up all night
I got more sick
With every sour second rate kiss
Everything I never would miss again

http://www.everythingsoundslikecoldplaynow.com/

haha lol
seriously though, cold play roques

She said love, love, love is everything ( Read more... )

( girl rock )

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help me make this go away
like you burned up all my faith
ediolating all day
help me make this go away

the science of your mind
is not like mine
so go and find
another kind

the days will find a way
to kill the pain off
frame by frame
we'll be okay

in the absense of each other

I miss you ;-(

When I was in middle school I really like this kid who turned out to be a shitbag. I had sent him these lyrics that I said I wrote about him. sunday morning by no doubt and winter by tori amos. I really hope someday he hears one of those songs and realizes what a fucking liar I was ( Read more... )

( i took some pictures of myself today doing some of my favourite things )

when i was 11 i used to have these anxiety dreams about getting my period. instead of just starting it would all come out in a big rush and leave me standing in a huge red puddle. now a days i sometimes i feel like ripping out my tampon and just splashing around. i want people to stop fucking just staring at me and actually see me for once ( Read more... )