A lot of times I wish i could be a diffrent person.  I have all of these tendecies and leanings that i dont want or understand. I constantly sabotage anything that is good in my life. I am forever making plans that I never follow through. I never work to my full potential and always do just enough to get by. I never get good at the things i try my ( Read more... )

        My pocket journal has virtually killed my usage of this livejournal. I guess it is more convenient to be able to write these entries at a drop of a hat, whatever time and where ever I may be at the exact moment. Although some times I prefer to post here for the potential feedback. Keeping a more detailed journal has really taught me alot ( Read more... )

Attention friends. I got a new job YAY!!!!!!

I havent been writing in here recently. I took up keeping a written journal and have actually had far greater sucess with it. But recently I've been thinking about the person I am as compared to the person I'd like to be, and i feel like im begining to see alot of things about me that I jsut dont like. I have this tendency to just be mean or to ( Read more... )

I have been fairly silent on here for the last few months. I attribute this mostly to having nothing posititve to say about anyone or anything. But with this year ending, i could not overlook this oppurtunity to reflect upon the previous year, and vent some hopes for the year that is forth coming.

I am not sure if 2007 has been the worst year ever, ( Read more... )

dear live journal friends, do me a favor and tell me something nice about me?

I am totally not feeling 2007. I"ll elaborate at a later date.

I figured it was about time i update this livejounal, but i dont really know exactly what to say in it, or how to keep it from being any thing other then me rambling about whatever minor aspect of my life is bothering me at the exact moment, but upon a few minutes of thinking about it i realized that i sthe exact purpose of this place, its a chance ( Read more... )

Tonight was pretty much amazing. I finally fufilled the dream of living the Minus The Bear song Monkey!!!!!Knife!!!!Fight!!!!

my life is now complete.

for those of you unaware of the song lyrics will follow:

Minus The Bear - Monkey!!!!!Knife!!!!Fight!!!!
"it's getting late
she said
she touched my face
let's stay out late as we can

we'll drive around the ( Read more... )

Well i guess that i suck and haven't kept up with updating this at all. well for those of you not in the know i have left home to attend Plattsburgh State University.
I've been here for about a week and a day. so far soo goood. my roomate turned out to be mad cool. I was initially pretty worried about him cause he's an oddd sounding character, but ( Read more... )