The weather is FINALLY breaking.  Fourty degrees feels like a bit of heaven.  I can't wait for summer.  More than anything, I can't wait for the day I can walk out my front door in a jean skirt and a tank top and feel the sun's warmth on my TAN skin.  Oh sweet sweet sunshine : )

Greet the brand new day 
The sun is up
The sky is blue
It's beautiful
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Today just wasn't my day.
I have no control over my life.
No matter how hard I try.
I saw my life flash before my eyes.
Needless to say that just topped everything off.

Today:
I hate my birthday.
I hate being a year older.
I hate making plans.
I hate trying to please everyone else.
I hate waking up every year on March 7th.

Saturday:
I don't know what to expect?

Sunday:
I don't understand death.
I hate seeing the sad faces.
I hate being heartless.
I hate that it's unavoidable.

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I'm goin on three hours of sleep.
There is not enough hours in the day.

I need a break from life,
but every break I get only puts me more behind.

And now I'm itching for the tall grass
And longing for the breeze
I need to step outside, just to see if I can breathe

I think I need sunshine,
but its only January

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For those feeling inadequate, don't try to change you'll just grow tired. Theirs a lot of things that cannot be changed, so when you look in the mirror and realize that not every imperfection is as easy as a applying a little more blush. Accept it. Accept the fact that you may never live up to what you want to be, and every other girl out their ( Read more... )

I deleted the other entry.
I realized that it doesn't even matter, but it is proof that I don't look for things to go wrong. (cough cough Julie Cough)

haha oh boy. It's 2008.

note to self:just stay single again this year.

Emily Sloan = Single = Happiness = My Life

all my siblings spend Christmas with their in-laws

I'm a loner and I slept all day.