Kidney stones?  Lets hope not

not the way i wanted to start off 2009

arghhh!

Heavy Heart.

I want to take other peoples pain away. It's diriving me crazy.

semi-crazy weekend.
not in the way that one would think.
Just random, unexpectedness until the end,
BUT the best Part of it all:

Monica Sloan is now Mary Kay consultant.

which means I get make for 50% off....

HELLS YEAH!

i carry your heart with me
i carry it in my heart

i am never without it
anywhere i go you go, my dear;
and whatever is done
by only me is your doing, my darling

i fear no fate
for you are my fate, my sweet
i want no world
for beautiful you are my world, my true

and it’s you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you

here is ( Read more... )

I finally did it!

I got off I-75 and on to east M-59....
(my 3rd greatest fear -- actually it's probably my biggest accomplishment of the summer)

Next I just need to adventure onto that exit during rush hour and I'll be invincible

It's strange.  Whenever I go to write, I have nothing to say.  I can't decide if it' because there is too much to say, or I just can't put four weeks of school-less existance into words?

I think Michigan has fallen ill.
The day I come home it's raining.
It is always raining.

I worry a lot.
Sometime the sun comes up,
and I've laid there all night.
It's not a good feeling.
At least the breeze of the salt marshes comforted my sleepless nights all last week, now I got nothing.

I want to reverse everything.
I want to go back to the funeral home.
I want to go back to where I talked to you everyday.
I want to go back to cold fall nights.
I want to go back to the black commander.
I want to go back to the grocery store line.
I want to go back to kirsti's house.
I want to go back to before things changed.
I want to go back and be ( Read more... )

Julie is the only one who updates.

I <3 Julie Doescher ( Read more... )