Feelin' good now
Don’t be afraid to get down
Say I don’t wanna be in love
I don’t wanna be in love

I just remembered what its like to have fun.
Ya know that laugh til you cry, lay in the snow, dance like no ones watching, eat razzles fun.
I missed it
and i found it in the shape of a snow storm
and bombs going off in the distance
and friends
and smiling

I can't waste time so give it a moment
I realize, nothing's broken
No need to worry 'bout everything I've done
Live every second like it was my last one
Don't look back at a new direction
I loved you once, needed protection
You're still a part of everything I do
You're on my heart just like a tattoo

Everything was going right
but then I thought about you
and I dreamed about you
and next thing I know there you are

now I doubt almost everything

 Meet me under the mistletoe

Christmas gives me butterflies 
and I am very excited for life

It took a 45 minutes to delete over two and a half years of memories, but it was worth it.  Every now and then I'll sift through past entries and delete all those impulse of anger entries, but this is purely for the fact that I'm ready to start over.

Today Jenna and me went to Kensington, instead of Christ the Redeemer, and I couldn't be ( Read more... )