"I don't know who I am anymore or how I got here. I miss who I used to be. I wanna have a home again, you know? Real friends, you know? The kind of friendships that we used to believe in. I miss that and I miss you. I guess I just miss all of it."

My life has been reduced to doing personal stuff in the middle of the night as I never have time during the day anymore..

And even now I'm still doing stuff for work.

I love my job and my career but in all honesty, where the hell did my life go??

These past few months have been killer. In a good, and bad way.

( a reintroduction )

Forget December it won't be better than I remember it before.

I'm sooo hungry right now and the minifridge is so not an option ( Read more... )

I know I'm updating like a whore but I'm just so excited ( Read more... )

I feel like I did something wrong, I'm walking on pins & needles right now because I'm not sure what it is. It's just one of those feelings you know? Plus I'm on my rag, so that might explain the moodiness.

Milkshake is in my lap right now, she is soooo calm!


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Today was my first shoot as a makeup artist. Lots of fun.. I got to work with Ethnic models (3 of them were of African American descent, one was German) and did very different looks for all 4 of them. They were all gorgeous girls and I had a lot of fun, the shoot ran from 9AM - 4:30PM.. I was on my feet all day and super tired, but the girls were ( Read more... )

Driving in the fog is NOT fun. I can barely see as it is, what with my bad eyesight w/o glasses combined with my current eye conditions -_- Then add that to following someone at 70 mph going down Huntington.. I thought I was going to kill someone -_-

I really, really miss Mochi ( Read more... )

I drove a 335 today. Nevermind that it was the sedan, I nearly had an orgasm when I gassed it ( Read more... )