Dec 21, 2005 00:58
I have decided that my journal is/was for the most part worthless. The great majority of it was inspired by an illusion of mine - long ago, out of desperation, I raised a halfwit to the level of goddess.
This will most likely be my last update.
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"Wit should be used as a shield for defense rather than as a sword to wound others." -Thomas Fuller
You think that your knowledge and so-called 'way with words' entitles you to put yourself above other people. I see through it. Thinking of yourself as heightened or different, dissociating yourself from peers and surrounding situations, it helps you to keep from confronting yourself, your own flaws and weaknesses.
You will forever drive away those who get close to you, for the sake of your own ego.
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It wasn't her fault for being the way she is - it was my fault for believing otherwise.
And for the record, my knowledge DOES entitle me to put myself above others. She'll never know anything beyond what she hears at starbucks and watches on MTV's 'Laguna Beach'. Being dragged down to her level resulted in the worst experience of my life.
I'm not distancing myself from my peers - I'm distancing myself from idiocy.. that includes you. You of all people are not fit to judge me for even a moment, - the same thing goes for the rest of your lying, self-mutilating, dim-witted, violent, worthless pack.
This isn't about ego. This is about self-respect. I will not live half-fulfilled among idiots. I also will not made to dance to the tune of jealousy. I also will not have wrenches thrown at my face. I also will not tolerate things like "I'm going to kill myself if you don't take me to Depeche Mode."
And so, in glorious conclusion,
Fuck you, Angie.
Have a nice day.
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But I am sorry to you for everything that has happened, as I am sorry for what Jenna has had to endure. I am sorry I got caught in the midst of it all.
I wish you well. Honestly.
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I am the only one who can assault him with impugnity, because he long ago realized that I'm doing it just to get on his nevres. Give it up.
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Best wishes for your move. If you're really, really good I'll send you the secret fourth chapter, the one where Peace+Love+Understanding = 93.
Just promise not to tell anyone, okay?
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Janet.
ZING ZAM!!
I'll be glad to get some opposing viewpoints on here (and then smashing them with zarathustra's hammer). Welcome :)
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