The clouds are hanging in the sky, penetrating our skyscape ( Read more... )

so i think i can safely post here, because i'm quite sure that no one reads anymore. if you still read this, i'm sorry. or lucky you. one or the other ( Read more... )

i buzzed kade's head, against my will. even though he takes credit for it in this picture:


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camping is only six days away. i am ecstatic. i need this so bad. as kade puts it "i just need to step outside of this nice little box, so i can realize it's not so nice." and i love camping. i love being outdoors. i haven't had a real vacation in so long. i'm taking my fishing pole. because taryn and jess both want to fish. kade doesn't ( Read more... )

i can't stop thinking about the little things in my head. the things that don't matter, but do. i attack them when i realize i'm obsessing over them. because it doesn't matter. a decision was made in the first moments of truth, and there is no time or good reason for dwelling ( Read more... )

the aching starts in my fingers, at the thought of not being with you. not because i need you, but because i want you that much.

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that is honestly the most fucked up thing you could ever say to me. no one word has ever hurt me so much, or infuriated me to the point of silence. i felt empty in the moments after. it was equivalent to you taking out my heart and spitting on it, devaluing it, and tossing it aside. this was not the same as heartbreak. i've been through that ( Read more... )

things are calm, now. and the underlying feeling behind the last week or so has been "everything is going to be alright," and i truly believe that, for the first time, despite frightening circumstances.


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so i totally raped the state board exam in the ass.
they just posted the scores online,
and i did better than anyone in my class by 10%.

i am so glad i studied.
i am so glad this is finally over with.

next up: california licensing.