i miss livejournal and being on tour.

so, live journal. i figured i met as well post something to see if anyone will read it, i haven't updated in like infinity. lately, lots of chilling out/working at my lame job/practicing music with people. mostly verae and paris airwaves, although just last night i got a proposal to jam with some guys who just had some members leave, so that sounds ( Read more... )

i've been on xanga for a really long time now, and i think i like it better than live journal. so eat it. hahaha.

the past few days have been going really well.

i like it when things go really well.

and i love surprises.

<33 michael

Since the publication of literary work, “the communist manifesto” in 1848, this new government policy, religion and economy has flourished in the past century or so, more than ever. The overwhelming appeal of the proposed justice to the mass of low-end industry victims and the promotion of equality, it is hard to fight the flow of such an ideal. ( Read more... )

God, i pray that you work through your servants. oh God, it is our deepest desire that you come and change people through the beauty that is all owed to you. you are our morning star, come heal our wounds that we may serve you as one. we are in such treacherous times, we need and beg and plead for your anointing. tear us apart and tear us down if ( Read more... )

it would be cynical to say that i'm lonely, and sarcastic to say that i'm depressed. all of the terminology is worn, we're running out of words for what we never really named. and i can't remember the last time i talked to anyone about all that was on my mind, it must have been at least a year. everything builds up, but i honestly don't feel safe ( Read more... )

oh, just shut up. i can stay awake all night, you know. how would you like that? you can't stand it can you? i've done it before. no, please don't bring that up, i work hard enough to forget all day long. maybe we could be friends, i can't really think of anything you would want though. don't bring that up either. i can feel in my breath when you ( Read more... )

it's happening now, i sleep on the floor. sinking into the floorboards, up the walls, and into the ceiling. i'm watching the house from every angle now, i'm watching you sleep so still. i will never close my eyes until it's decidedly so. you are desperate for anything, but i decide all that you get for now. you would love nothing more than to be me ( Read more... )

i can't make it to the tubing thing, i don't really want to go anyway. after this last week i just want to spend time with my friends practicing for the show on saturday. last night i was generally annoyed. i missed the atmosphere of drumline camp a lot. i didn't feel like talking to anyone, it was weird. maybe i was just tired. the show is on ( Read more... )

what an odd week. i haven't seen any of you for about seven days. monday through thursday was drumline camp. one of the hardest things ever. you have to concentrate on the most minuscule details for such a long time, it's easy to just lose track of time and identity. but i am so content just to finally have some confidence when i approach my drum, ( Read more... )