happiness. emotions. late night conversations. spooning. sleeping next to someone. a roof over my head. sadness. music. cuddling. lyrics that describe my feelings. smiles. level four hugs. pictures. freedom. romance. baking. good books. laughter. tears. heart to hearts. family. pets. school. friendship. guilty pleasures. goals. food. water. ( Read more... )

This summer has gone at a ridiculous pace. I've been off of school since May 11th and it's now August 23rd.  That's roughly 104 days of summer give or take a few quick addition errors.  I understand now why colleges get off an entire more month of school than high school does.  There are so many more hours put into college work than there ever were ( Read more... )

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May you always trust your highest power that you are exactly where you are meant to be.

I hate hate hate when people try to plan my day out for it. I know I have things that need to get done; I don't need you telling me when to do them and repeating it over, and over, and over. It doesn't do anything but annoy me.

I make way too many assumptions. I speculate on a lot of things. I formulate my own ideas of what happened before I even have any information. My mind jumps like hell. I can make up situations that occurred when only being told two sentences. I assume the worst possible scenario; and then try to convince myself it's not true. I do it all the time ( Read more... )

Okay, so I'm supposed to be cleaning my room and it's really frustrating me. I have so much crap that I just want to throw in a basket and fling out the window. That would fully satisfy me. I'm running out of places to cram things...and I have a lot of junk from school and previous years that I've kept which really is not useful at all but still ( Read more... )

( 20 Questions I Took From Kristin O's Journal )

My father. The only man who can single-handedly alter all of my emotions in 5 minutes or less.

He is the one man that will always be there for me no matter what the circumstance. He supports me through everything I do. He is my safety when I'm afraid. He will never let me down. Why do I continually let him down?

These past few months he's been e- ( Read more... )

Why is it that even when I don't sign online, and I don't go on myspace, and I don't waste my time watching T.V. I still can't muster up enough focus to do my homework? I have a huge paper due on Wednesday and I can't even get myself to do that. I lack motivation of all sorts. When I try to focus on something my mind wanders to other things. There' ( Read more... )