"Your fantasies are unlikely. But beautiful."

The past month (as many of u might have noticed) I have been quite a bit more internal... and quite a bit more thoughtful, about myself.. I realised that I really didn't know who I was. It scared me. I have hid too many feelings away inside, and it has made me pretty much numb to ervything. All negative emotion and thought was locked away where ( Read more... )

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OMG!!! I just got back from rocky horror picture show. It was sooo fun! the only thing that coulda made it better was if megi was there, but she couldn't go :-( Don't worry baby, it's ok though, cuz I think she's coming over tomorrow...or something. Oh and by the way.... I'M FINALLY 16!!!! IHOP was also really fucking busy for 2 in the morning. ( Read more... )

1. Bring a pillow. Fall asleep (or pretend to) until the last 15 ( Read more... )

I got to leave school early for the second time this week. I knew there was a reason I joined wrestling. I've been at a tournament all day, and i get to go tomorrow too. My first match the ref dicked me over, i shoulda won. So I got pissed and kicked the shit outa my next two matches (even though they were like 7 fucking hours later) i pinned both ( Read more... )

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Well, sorry for not being here, I was in Ohio. We were visiting family for Thanksgiving. My grandma bought me lotsa stuff for x-mas while I was there. I missed megi though. I thought about u every day babe. I was thinking of you a lot yesterday and then it hit me why.....2 of the best months of my life :) although i didn't see u very much, ( Read more... )

It's been quite a while, I quit writing in here ever since the last entry, too many memories. I fell for her, and when she left I was devastated, more than even I would admit to myself. I have conquered the demons of the past, however, and with this entry let dawn a new era. The slate is clean and all past is erased. Let all those previously ( Read more... )