PLEASE DON'T DELETE ME LIVEJOURNAL NOOOOOO

two more finals left, and they are the easy ones. actually they have all been easy so far. why couldn't my classes have been like this all semester? i'm not even asking for easy... they were easy because i studied hard for them. but i also studied hard all semester and i am somewhere in the C range for all of them. i feel a strong urge to exact ( Read more... )

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do me a favore and don't let me smoke anymore. if you see me doing it grab the cigarette from my hand and put it out on my leg or something. and say, bad girl! i don't know why i do it other than i feel compelled to finish a pack once i buy it because there are cancerless kids in africa or something. all i know is it's not right to have stabby ( Read more... )

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ohhh man. i woke up the other day and stretched my legs out and my right calf just seized up and it hurt like hell for a full minute or two. it's been sore ever since, i'm walking with a limp. this stuff never happened to me when i was younger. i'm getting old, i'm falling apart, MY SKIN IS COMING OFF. probably i just need to get more exercise. i ( Read more... )

everything will work out for the better. sometimes things have to get worse before they get better, and that's better than absolutely nothing happening at all. n'stuff. maybe my skewed, stubborn optimism is some form of faith. scary thought ( Read more... )

so. hypothethically, there's this girl who comes home for the summer. all her friends missed her and are happy to see her. every night she's out with them, and it's just like high school again. she is happy. however, after a while, the only person who actually invites her out is this boy. the group of friends accepts that she will always be there ( Read more... )

( email from my mommy )

am i going to live the rest of my life just waiting to get dumped?