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Literature Part 7
Bad year for reading, apparently. Only 14 books and 2 mangas ( Read more... ) -
Long
People put such importance on goodbyes. But saying goodbye was as bad, if not harder, the second time.
I'm just never going to be okay with it. -
Crossroads
I really need to talk to him. And since I can't I think I'll drink instead.
This secret will be the death of me. And this decision will determine everything. -
Embrace
I vaguely remembered making that last entry. The thing is, it should have been about all the crazy fun I had this weekend. Of all the social activities I've been included in these past few years, this time it was actually something that mattered to me. Not just going out because it was better than staying in. And then realizing that I should have ( Read more... ) -
Nothing
You probably know how it feels to be alone. But not the way I do. You all gang up on me like I'm nothing ( Read more... ) -
Literature Part 6
Night - Wiesel ( Read more... ) -
Wrong
I have watched the Merlin series finale....
... I feel gutted. -
End
I know why I want it this bad. I don't want to reach that point in two years and have to be where he was.
But all this time I've believed in one thing. Thinking about the alternative now... about getting what I want... why can't I just let this one go? I've done well with everything else.
I just don't feel so well tonight. -
Rooftop
Sakamichi no Apollon. Perfect. Absolutely beautiful.
But hell, I don't know what that feeling is in the pit of my stomach. It's making me sad, but damn I haven't been this happy in so long. It must be the music. Isn't that the point of jazz? To feel?
But it isn't just that. A story like this couldn't have come at a better time. I've just been ( Read more... ) -
Phone
It's been about 34 hours since I've seen or spoken to anyone. With my head in a book, I hardly noticed it at first. Until about 24 hours later, at which point I started to get lonely. Leave it to me to always have strong emotions that are complete opposite to each other. I'd been enjoying it so much. No interruptions from my reading. Definitely no ( Read more... )