I sit there lying on the couch ( Read more... )

why would someone say i love you and knowing that it doesn't mean the same ( Read more... )

not to much left to sayi messed up allot
i feel as if i cannot
i feel as if there will not
be that chance

i wanted something special
i wanted something grand
for at least this time
for the last week
i was or felt like aloud too

is that too much to ask
is that too much to say
too much to breath
too much to beat
my heart i feel it

pounding hard
i can hear it in my ( Read more... )

i feel her lips upon mine ( Read more... )

Am I waiting for something that will not be
Or am I just jumping trough hoops for no reason
Am I stopping at the stop sign before looking
Will my time be worth it
Can I truly love and be loved back
Forsaken by the fears around me
Truth lies deep inside of me
Rejected more than once
Slipping here
Slipping there
Words flying out of my finger tips
As if there is ( Read more... )

i am hiding in the shadow of her heart or ( Read more... )

is a dull ache in my mind ( Read more... )

I feel ( Read more... )

i feel scared ( Read more... )

no one suspects me to write here. But i shall i guess, that knowing that no one reads me makes me feel safer. But what shall i say. My life has been ups and downs of late. And i sit here thinking of what the world is doing to its self. The massive chaos and pain and turmoil. It runs me drives me to be better, to help all who i can. But when is it ( Read more... )