Her birthday is comming up. My mothers that is, she would have been 39 years old this year. January 28th this sunday... I feel so depressed so pained... i can't sleep that well anymore i think i even had a panick attack last night in my sleep i couldn't explain it any other way.. i wake up out of a dead sleep spaz  i take off my necklace cuz i ( Read more... )

you know it's really hard to find a person whom you can love for who they are and they love you for who you are and are vegan and believe in animal rights and don't mind your a hippie child so you don't care about things like shaved legs but i want a person who believe's in there rights and will stick by there rights.............

dammit well green bay is totally out of the play off that fucking sucks!!!!!!!!!!!

but sometime i really wish i can talk with people and the will actually talk to me.... and not say things behind my back... god it seems that SO MANY people are doing that lately i can swear sometimes i feel good about some of my best friends other times i can not even comprehend what the fuck... wow oh god i can not seem to do this best friends of ( Read more... )

For one human to love another is perhaps the most difficult of all our task.... the work for which all other work is but preparation..... Thanks to the movie loving annabelle this comment blessed it's grace and gave me insite 

There is a thing about love ( Read more... )

A feeling

So raw

So powerful

And you can’t resist

No matter how hard you try

No matter what you do

It will always be there

Forever in you

Always holding on

Never leaving you behind

Sometime you’re over powered

And some sometimes you’re in control

You know what’s happening

Only after it hits you

Only then did you realize

You’re ( Read more... )

what my fucking luck.... well lets see me and john and whatever the fuck her name was..... got fired from work... I cannot conform, and john is to lazy lol, and the other one well i cannot remember..... they said they are not going to keep anyone who was seasonal this year which was what i was trying to do is stay there..... but whatever i talked ( Read more... )

Ich liebe sie .... Es ist einfach Zeit zu stoppen tun und zu denken und zu wachsen ... Ich kann nicht glauben, ich hätte nie gedacht, dass der ... Ich hasse solche dummen Fotze ... Und ja ich nutzen die Bumsen Wort Cunt ... Ich bin ich, so leid tat dies Hölle habe ich eine lange Esel Absatz über meine anderen leben Zeitschrift ... Gott kann ich ( Read more... )

Have you ever been in love so much that all you think about day and night is that person? There the first thought when you wake up and the last thought of when you sleep sometimes you just dream of them and that's all your doing is thinking about them?? Well i have or should i say am in love...  We had a little disagreement last night but something ( Read more... )