maybe the numbness is just because

maybe the numbness is just because this is who i've become.

maybe the numbness is just because

maybe the numbness is just because

maybe the numbness is just because

you just kept on being true to yourself through everthing.....and i'll never forget that.

ever.

i deleted two journals tonight.....

and this is all that's left of them:

something like a blackhole

right here

New crappiest month ever: April (it snowed motherfuckers ( Read more... )

i told my dad i had all the answers ( Read more... )

it's getting to be one of those things where night and day just kind of roll together and i'm just walking through it all, everyone oblivious to what is going on around them. it doesn't feel good to witness all of this, i'll tell you that much. i miss functioning on a normal basis. whatever that was like before this slide started ( Read more... )

sitting in my room the morning after having my head sown back together. granted the scar will look badass, but it hurts like a mother right now. been up for about an hour or so not really sure what to do with myself....

"it's not in what you say anymore ( Read more... )

there is just no telling the story of this night. i wouldn't know where to start so i'll just type words and maybe you'll get the gist of it ( Read more... )

so much to do this week and i'm clueless as to where to start. unresolved everything. i don't usually let it get this bad. it sure has been a long fucking month. good thing i blew off a healthy amount of classes ( Read more... )

as opposed to off. tonight was absolutely necessary. haven't had one of these since last semester sometime..... good thing you didn't see that.... one of my finer moments without a doubt.... those fuckin assholes punched my friend in the face then brought the law into it. FUCK YOU DICK'S I'M REFRAINING FROM USING SLURS WITH ALL OF MY STRENGTH. ( Read more... )