i've only been gone for one week but it feels more like one month. i feel so different it's hard to explain. for whatever reason everything seems out of place i just can't put my finger on it yet ( Read more... )

look at you ( Read more... )

every punch that i landed glanced off of him like rain on a waterproofed windshield. nothing fazed him. i might as well have been pelting him with styrofoam footballs all night. exhausted, i slumped into a chair, wholely defeated as all of the fight drained from my body. he knew from the beginning that my victory would never come, that his ( Read more... )

another INTER-ruption ( Read more... )

now lies before me ( Read more... )

i feel like i'm not going to enjoy this semester. i have my reasons i suppose. i just hate this feeling of dread i'm having for the life of me i feel like i have no control over it. maybe it's because i've been down here in glassboro all summer and there's nothing really changing, that i used to relish the thought of seeing and meeting completely ( Read more... )

maybe i missed it.....
it only comes around once in a lifetime.

maybe i didn't.....
but then what do i have to be scared of?

someday then....
if it was meant to be
i'll be by your side.

there's no real reason for my non-entries....so much to talk about but i choose to keep it here inside where i guess it will stay. i know it's cliched but it has been a roller coaster here at the house...i wonder when i'll take control but sometimes it's fun to sit back and watch the show. only sometimes. the amount of stories that have come out ( Read more... )

haven't written in a long time because i've been mad busy at home and the free time i do have i don't like sitting in front of a computer screen b/c that's all i do at work ( Read more... )

woke up this morning and i forgot about it for a second....
that's because i was 20 minutes late for a german II test.

this college life has caught up to me at the wrong time.
just gotta pull it together for one more week...

then i'm out