Haha Yeah so I am officially back on the market! I am ready to move on and not worry about him. He told me after this month I probably wouldn't see him again. So I am single and loving it and I am ready to start dating again. Have fun and live the single life. I am so used to the one boyfriend thing I am not quite sure if I remember how to be ( Read more... )

So I haven't written in a while but things have been quite chaotic in my life and in my mind. I think I have come to the conclusion that I am just gonna cut people out of my life. There aren't any sincere ones in my life and then the ones that are I am not close to. I miss my family because they seem to be the only people that are really there ( Read more... )

Yeah it's easter now and I am not home with my family which is really getting to me. I just want to act like it isn't a holiday, but it's depressing. I really don't want to talk to my parents because I don't want to be even more sad about it. I am so depressed I just feel like sleeping and no one is here in the dorms. I was thinking about ( Read more... )

So it's almost Easter and I should be at home but I couldn't be there. It is my first holiday I have missed with my family. I am soo lonely because Junaid isn't here and Tonya is working a lot and my suitemate isn't here and Laura is doing her own stuff, Duane is at home, I think most people went home. I hate not having a car because I would be ( Read more... )

So I am back at the dorms for about 6 or 7 weeks I don't know I don't have it counted down yet, but I miss home already. When I was home it was really good. I loved being home this time and I want to go back soo bad. And it sucks that I won't be there for Easter. It's one of the holidays I should be home for but I guess college is just fucking ( Read more... )

Nothing really much to say I really haven't been doing much and I am kinda really excited to go back to school. I can't wait to get the kick ass internet back. I did my laundry today and I talked to Amber today, and I went to a Home and Garden party with my mom. Ohh yeah soo much fun! (Sarcastic)! I talked to Aubrey today and she is home. I ( Read more... )

Today was a really good day and so was last night. Junaid got here at about 10 at night and then he ate homemade tacos and then we went to Kroger to get some lemon for the shot of tequilla. Junaid brought tequilla for my mother and she had two double shots and Junaid and I had one. It was good shit. Then we chilled for a while and went to grandma ( Read more... )

Today I spent the day mostly with my grandma and then I went with my mom to my aunt kim's house. Last night I took a muscle relaxer so I slept most of the day but let's see what did I do yesterday, ohh yeah I went with my grandma to BINGO and it was fun even though we didn't win anything. I love spending time with my mamaw. But Tomarrow is going ( Read more... )

Today I went and I saw my old teachers at Wilson Vance. I got to see Mr. Duffy, Mr. Whipkey and Mrs.Froning. I wanted to see Mrs. Foust but she was out for the day. But my sister was happy. Then my sister and I went to the mall and I got her chair for her that she has wanted. Well she had the 22 dollars saved up and I gave her the other 20. Then I ( Read more... )

So Junaid is coming on Monday to see me and we are staying either in a hotel or at my grandma's house. In which we will prolly end up at mamaw's. But he is gonna bring some tequilla for my mom and dad and some Arbor Mist for my mamaw. I can't wait to see his beautiful face. Haha! That reminds me one of Rosanna's friends she said that he looks ( Read more... )